Sunday 7 March 2010

Sleeping beauties, ya dong gang's last hurrah


I went to see Ball at his place, on the same day his girlfriend, Jay, had called me to ask for a loan.

I wasn’t able to help with the loan, but had offered to talk to Ball about the importance of his finding work.

Jay had sounded keen to see me, perhaps because her own efforts to persuade Ball to get a job have not borne fruit.

I needn’t have bothered, as by the time I arrived – 3pm, on the rump of a sunny afternoon when most people are doing active things – both were asleep.

‘Where’s Ball?’ I asked his Mum, who was sitting on the living room floor, playing a board game.

‘He hasn’t risen yet,’she said. ‘He’s asleep in my bedroom. A friend of his called early this morning and asked him out drinking,’ she said.

His younger brother, Mr B, opened the bedroom door, and turned on the lights.

I took a quick look inside. Ball and Jay lay in each other’s arms, fast asleep.

Mission unaccomplished, I left.

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Carer R plans a group trip to his home province of Yasothon during the Songkran festival next month.

He has invited his ya dong regulars along, including Ball and me.

I am unlikely to go, as the trip would take me away from home for a whole week. That represents lost income opportunities, and missed opportunities to get closer to the boyfriend (okay, I am joking about that).

I can’t imagine Ball will go either, as he will need money, and if I’m not there, he may have trouble finding a provider.

Yet the trip could probably represent our list fling together as a ya dong gang.

Carer R plans to move to Yasothon to stay with his wife’s father, who is old and ailing. He will take work as a contract builder at temples, and help keep his father-in-law’s place going.

‘He spends many hours alone. If I am there, he won’t feel so lonely. We can also cook for him,’ said R.

Carer R, as my name for him suggests, is the caring type. The other day a drunken vagrant turned up in the little street where R sets up his stand.

Market traders were selling fresh vegetables and fish on the ground nearby.

No one else felt motivated to help, but carer R found a begging cup for the man, and a better location for him to sit which was exposed to more foot traffic.

He also bought him a bottle of fruit juice.

He’s never met the guy before, but felt sorry for him, or wanted to make merit (doing good in the hope of getting something good back in return), so took it upon himself to help.

A similar generous spirit motivates his decision to leave Bangkok and move in with his father-in-law in the Northeast.

The ya dong stand will stay open, even if he goes. His mother-in-law, a cleaner who lives opposite the stand, will run it.

She raises two adopted children aged 10, and goes to bed as soon as she gets home from work in mid-evening.

Our ya dong experience won’t be the same; the shop, indeed, may as well close, at least for those of us who are rarely free at that hour, and tend to do our socialising later at night.

What will happen to my relationship with Ball and his family, after carer R leaves for the provinces with his girlfriend?

When I saw Ball last night, he shook my hand enthusiastically, and asked me if I had anything to get off my chest.

‘Are you having fun? Was work OK? We haven’t seen each other for several days,’ he said.

I found a new scar on Ball’s leg. His skin, as I have said before, is so fine that it shows all marks, no matter how small.

‘I burnt my leg on a motorcycle exhaust...it’s nothing,’ he said.

It looked sore, and worried me.

With R’s departure, Ball will have lost a mentor from his life, and I will have lost a friend.

2 comments:

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    Anonymous7 March 2010 at 06:47
    That's what Buddhists believe. Everything is impermanent just like your ya dong gang but life goes on. Go around the vicinity and look for another stall or ya dong and then start to join a new gang or just stay at home with your "precious" Maiyuu whom i think sometimes longs for your companionship too ( esp. at night ). Nice to comment on your blog because you are one of the very few who reply to each and every one of the comments that you receive. At least we know you read our comments. I believe in other blogs, the owners don't even bother to read the comments given by their readers.

    Andrew Ruengsit

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    Bkkdreamer7 March 2010 at 07:16
    Andrew,

    I am not sure if we will be able to find another ya dong place open at such a late hour, so change may well be forced upon us.

    Re comments... I wasn't always so attentive, but have come to realise that visitors want to know what other readers are saying in response to posts, just as much as what I am writing, which is fine by me.

    Readers help make this much more than a blog...it's more like a small community of people who share a common interest, and I like it that way.

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    lance7 March 2010 at 17:27
    i too have followed sweet young prospects to family and friends in the slums...almost mirrored experiences we have had...everything you write about..your feelings and spin on it is a real treat!

    You have refused to be a human ATM..good thing! I think you shouls count your blessing Ball and family isnt working for your company...that was a potential disaster..sometimes 19yr old asian teens dont want to take responsibility..you made some friends and had a good time...seems like you should just kick back and observe but dont try to change their lives...you wont be disapointed

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    Bkkdreamer7 March 2010 at 18:31
    Lance: Mixing with Ball et al is an experience. I find I draw closer to him as my relationship with Maiyuu, for whatever reason at the time, goes off the boil, and vice versa.

    However, that's normal enough. It still doesn't mean I expect anything much.

    I find we are happiest as a ya dong gang when new people are around, or joining the circle. Young Ball will talk to anyone...last night he was having fun listening to some grizzly old guy who sells pork off the bone down by the 7-11.

    This guy knows the phrase, 'Love me, love my dog.' Every time I see him, he asks me to confirm that he understands its meaning right.

    'Yes, yes, you have that right,' I say.

    Ha, ha.

    Ball sees and enjoys things in him that I don't, which is great. Diversity is the spice of life, and all that.

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  2. freespiritbkk8 March 2010 at 06:27
    Hey there
    I've followed your relationship with this family for awhile now. I got myself into a very similar situation here in BKK several years ago. Eventually, I found that it lacked a certain sophistication I need to keep it alive. There was a monotonous pattern that eventually wore me down....I guess the lack of curiosity in to the world around him, plus the age difference, eventually shut things down between us. We never really did much besides talk and hang out, though there were a couple very close moments. All in all I was happy to have the experience, but was also glad to get back to my regular relationship.
    http://freespiritbkk.blogspot.com/

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    Bkkdreamer8 March 2010 at 19:19
    You will find once you start writing about your extra-marital experiences with this guy that readers will offer helpful advice about what Buddhists think, as if that had anything to do with what happened between you and him.

    They will also compare their own situation with your own as if they possessed an inimate knowledge of what it was really like for the two of you.

    Havng said that, I wish you the best of luck with your blog. I am looking forward to reading about your adventures. As an aside, I promise not to make any odious comparisons, nor to liken my situation to yours in any way.

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    freespiritbkk9 March 2010 at 05:20
    Haha thanks BKK Dreamer....we all have our paths to follow. I find your own ride interesting and gentle, and think that you have made a nice groove for yourself. As I get a little older I am much more interested in making a connection with others of some sort or another, beyond the sexual, which to be put bluntly, can be bought much easier than earned through a relationship.

    That being said, being able to connect with a young person, whether it be as a friend or mentor, is something very special which those who haven't done so would not understand....

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    Bkkdreamer9 March 2010 at 20:19
    I like your description: 'An interesting, gentle ride.'

    Some readers will not agree with you that I have found a nice groove for myself, as they regard Ball as a waste of time.

    As I have said before, Ball is someone's son, brother, nephew, friend...we can't dismiss people just because, from the outside, they look as if they are not worth our time or effort.

    Connecting with a young person is indeed special. Even better is being accepted as part of Ball's family.

    I hear about their domestic dramas every day. While I would rather not be part of some of them, my life would be so much duller if I didn't have Ball and the others near me.

    It is like one big extended family, and I am just another part of it. I am a relatively new addition, but finding my own place there nonetheless.

    Just like Ball, I can be someone's uncle, brother-in-law, son...even though I am far from my own family, as a guest in a foreign land.

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