I didn't go to church. Last night I couldn't sleep, possibly because I ate something too spicy before bed, but more probably because I couldn't stop thinking about the experience which lay in wait.
At 3am, still unable to sleep, I sent a message to Mr T, excusing myself and suggesting we leave it for another day.
It might have to be spontaneous, if I am still capable of such things....some day when I just happen to be awake on time to meet him outside the 7-11 before we head off together to his favourite place of worship.
What are the reasons you became so nervous? It sounds like we might be in the same boat as far as religion is concerned. It makes me feel so guilty.
ReplyDelete1. I don't like poky, nasty, cheap looking churches. They should be formal, grand, and inspiring, with stained glass, and no electric guitars or cymbals in sight.
ReplyDelete2. I am not a Catholic.
3. I was worried some Thai believers might try to preach at me, or sign me up to spread the word.
4. I was worried I might feel turned on by Mr T, which is not appropriate for a church setting, and not a good thing anyway as he is too young and innocent(19 or 20, from memory).
Haha, all good reasons.
ReplyDeletewell I hope you find a place of worship that fits you, if you so desire.
I don't desire. I have gone off the idea, as I know no one there, and Mr T is better as the guy I know from the 7-11, nothing more.
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